thoughts

i love being home

i miss my man

and my dog

but i dont miss calgary

only because tyler would leave for work and i got stuck at the house all day  and because things are still ‘up in the air’ as far as my status and employment and all that crap, there is a lot of negativity associated with being there (for now)

i am finally done dealing with american health insurance. due to crap health care and crap billing departments and crap providers, i FINALLY fixed these stupid bills that were being sent to me for my COVERED annual exams. oh, and they were issued in septempber. So, ELEVEN months. God, you people are so stupid to deal with.

i’m going back to try on my wedding dress today. just a visit.

i feel like im in life purgatory. i dont yet belong in calgary, but i no longer belong in ny or boston. i dont like it. i miss having a ‘normal’

there are no pictures in this post because i am not in the mood to upload, save and edit them. So labor intensive.

wanelo.com

i havent had a drink since ive been home. (what is wrong with me)

i LOVE my mattress here. best sleep ever.

i went for a walk yesterday. just me. 5 1/2 miles. i actually got tired from my walk.

i havent been to a group exercise class in MONTHS.

im taking the full length mirror in my room home with me. it makes me look GOOD.

i watched an episode of NYMed in bed the other night then got really afraid of dying.

..so I compensated and watched an episode of Dont Trust the B in Apt 23.

that show is hilarious

it’s also super close to how I lived in college.

i mean, what?

wait, maybe i do miss calgary. The humidity here is beyond yuck.

i moved so many times growing up that i dont have a group of friends

it really makes me sad

especially when i see pictures on facebook of other peoples friend groups

saw bourne legacy last night. i couldnt concentrate on the movie because i was convinced some psycho was going to come in and start shooting.

cant end on that note, so…

i love lamp.

Guest Post: In My Head As I Run

Hey all!  I’m another Jen, from Boston.  I like to workout and run and get my sweat on.  Alot.  I stumbled upon Jen’s blog here by way of Athena over at Fitness and Feta.  I’ve been running and training for half marathons this year and now can’t seem to stop signing up for them (3 just this year!).  I also work for a travel agency that specializes in marathon travel to races all over the world, so I’m pretty much surrounded by healthy people all the time.  Thanks to Jen for letting me write a post!

IN MY HEAD AS I RUN

Many times when I am running the longer miles I have a lot of random thoughts pop into my head.  I get so into these thoughts that I don’t even realize what song is blasting through my iPod.

 

Some days they go a little like this:

“I think I will be okay running 10 miles this weekend.  It’s not that far.  Its just 6 more miles than today’s run.”  Really?  Who am I?

“I can’t believe there could be snow on the ground in 3 months.  I mean, 3 months ago we were dying for summer and now its almost gone.  So not fair.  I’m writing a letter to Obama to make summer longer.”

“But I do really love winter because I can snowboard all the time.  Maybe all the winter storms will be up north this year and not gridlocking Boston.”

“What am I going to do with 7 more days of vacation this year?”  For real I need suggestions!

“There should be at least one 3 day weekend a month.”  This would be the basis of my Presidential platform.

“Olympic athletes are pretty ripped.  Maybe I could pick a sport and become an Olympian.  Something like archery.   Or ping pong table tennis.  Or walking.  I can walk pretty well and I’ve been doing it most of my life.  Actually curling in the Winter Olympic really fascinates me.  And why are the Canadians so good at it?”

“How is canoeing an Olympic sport but not baseball.  Or softball.”

Yesterday however was VERY humid and hot in Boston during my mid-day run.  And there were tourists EVERYWHERE getting in my way.  Clearly they did not get the lesson on how to properly walk on a sidewalk when they were growing up.  Please pick a side and stick with it.  And also hurry it up a little bit.  Seriously, slow people really annoy me on the sidewalk.  It’s like they know I am behind them trying to get by and then they purposefully go even slower.  Anyone else ever experience this?

Then I started to notice people.  Like the elderly couple wearing a button down long sleeve shirt and a sweater on a 90 degree day.  Do you really get that cold when you get old?  Or the people walking all over the sidewalk as they listen to their iPod/text.  I really can’t predict where you are going so please just pick a side and stick to it.  I also can’t help it if I happen to run into you because of you sidewalk indecisiveness.

But most of the time when I am running I’m just thinking.  It’s very refreshing to just be by yourself sometimes and clear your head.  I think about new recipes I want to try out, places I want to travel to, things I need to get done (laundry, grocery store, etc), can it really be 30+ years until I can reitre, what would I do if I won the lottery, and so on.

Whether I am running for 30 minutes or 2+ hours I get through it and feel really great afterwards.   Sometimes you just got to get out there and get it done.  Next time you do, look around, think to yourself, and have FUN!

 

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Thanks Jen!!!

Hey Kids

Hey kids.

Since I have no other volunteers for guest bloggers, this is really the extent of it for now.

Save the Dates arrived.

Wedding dress has been picked (first one I tried on. I am a good bride like that). (Also, this is NOT the dress I picked- this is the 2nd one I tried on though)

Caterer chosen (SO tasty).

Location officially scoped out (booked it 2 months ago sight unseen. again, another score for this lady).

And that’s all the wedding talk for now. Not gonna be one of those step-by-step wedding bloggers. Because no one cares, right?

Back Home

Hello from NY!

Ok, I just gotta say it: Yesterday was one of the best days I have had in a LONG ASS TIME. Sure I woke up at 2:30am, and yes I sat uncomfortably close to a dude on the plane. BUT. My 9 hour layover in Chicago was a-may-zing. Katie picked me up from the airport and right away we started gossiping. Oh god, how I miss that! We got to her place and immediately hit the pavement for some exploring. First stop: a bar. Obviously. At 11:00am. Sam Summer Ale, how I love you so. Fast forward a few hours, and we had shopped, hung out at her place, and hit another bar for apps and more drinks. Back at the airport by 6pm and more bevvies while waiting for my connecting flight. I can’t wait for my return flight in a couple weeks (Ok, i can wait. But it’ll be exciting) because I have another 9 hour layover in Chicago!

Today was recoup day.

And go to Target day.

 

And eat homemade guac and salsa (ALL the ingredients were from the garden!) day

 

And little old ladies (aka: mom) walk around the house in my brand new shoes day

 

And ravage my parents forest garden for some goodies day

 

And steak and veggies for dinner day (minus the steak- I just wasn’t feeling the whole red meat thing today. I think somewhere pigs are flying right now)

 

And Frozen Dreams for dessert day. I was LONG overdue.

 

Workout of the day was 20 minutes of sprint intervals on the treadmill followed by some full-body strength exercises that incorporated the ideas from Best Body Bootcamp‘s Phase 2 workout schedule. I changed up the tempo of the movement for each exercise- so I varied between 1, 2, 4, and 8 counts for both direction of each move. It really fatigued my muscles a lot faster and I was able to get in split squats, weight bosu squats, chest press, flys, deadlifts and tricep dips in enough time to get home for dinner. I didn’t want to overdue it because I’m looking to do a long run around the neighborhood tomorrow. Sidenote: I was able to increase my speed on the treadmill this week (maybe it’s the lower altitude?)

Toodles!

Guest Post: How I Fell in Love with Running

Hey guys, I’m actually en route to NY today (with a 9 hour layover in Chi-town to hang out with one of my best friends/bridesmaids Katie), so one of my online buddies, Chelsea, was kind enough to write a guest post for me. I could totally do a post during my layover, but Katie and I will probably be sitting on a patio somewhere drinking beer and heckling passersby. I’m so excited to have her as my FIRST guest blogger, so make sure you check out her blog as well!
Hi, my name is Chelsea, and I blog over at The Dancing Runner. I am so excited to be doing a guest post for my blogging/food swapping/instagramming buddy Jen!
I am going to tell you a love story. It’s not one that you hear everyday. This is one about my affair with hitting the pavement. Getting up early, embracing the sunrise, and putting one foot in front of the other. Sweating and taking time to clear your mind and jump start the day. Some runners you will meet have been running for years, and ran track throughout high school and college. Not me. I wasn’t always the avid runner and fitness junkie. Quite the opposite, actually. I took ballet, tap and jazz dance classes as a young girl but that’s about the extent of it.
In high school, I wrote for the school paper and was in the choir. Academics was my thing. Athletics, not so much.
I went off to college, and got introduced to the Freshman 15 (more like the Freshman 25 or 30). Endless nights of partying, drinks and pizza packed on the pounds. I had to do something about it. Being the chubby girl was not so fun.
I joined Weight Watchers my sophomore year of college and began working out. I would leisurely run on the treadmill, no more than 3 or 4 miles at a time. I would do Tae Bo tapes in my dorm room (yes I said TAPES…as in VHS), whatever would get me moving whenever. Slowly the weight began to come off, and then some. Over the course of a year I had dropped 50 pounds. I graduated college a happier, healthier individual.
Post college and going into the working world I had a desk job where I wouldn’t get up for hours at a time…I also started working overnight. Those late night hours seriously take a toll on your body. At this point I was still running off and on, mostly on the treadmill. I would go to the gym during the day, and bust it out for as long as I could before I got tired. Sooner or later I was running up to 6 or 7 miles at a time! It was so fun to up my mileage like that. It also did wonders for my mood.
3 years into my career at said overnight desk job, I got hit with a layoff. It was a devastating feeling but also a blessing in disguise. I finally had my life back! I found out about a local running store in the area that I lived in that had weekly social runs and started going to them. Running outside, this was new to me! The first few times I ran with the group, I was a lot slower than everyone. But still, running and being in the camaraderie of others was awesome. One day someone told me about the store’s half marathon training program. The idea intrigued me. I went to the orientation to check it out. Wow, 13.1 miles…I thought to myself. That sure is a lot. Quite intimidating, actually. But I’m just going to do it and we’ll just see what happens. I had more drive and motivation than ever before, and the Saturday long runs with the group was huge motivation. In the fall of 2009, I completed my very first half marathon. It was such a feeling of accomplishment.
The half marathon was a stepping stone to train for a full marathon. In 2010, I ran the Chicago Marathon with my teammates. 26.2 miles done.
Fast forward to today. I have run 4 full marathons, more halfs than I can count, and am training for my 5th race, the Marine Corps Marathon in DC this October. I also coach the same running group that I joined and have become a fitness instructor teaching dance classes at the gym. I have to say that falling in love with running has changed my life for the better, and I have made some lifelong friends through the sport.

Today, running serves a different purpose for me. It really is not all about racing or training for marathons all the time. It’s about getting up with the sunrise, putting one foot in front of the other, and clearing my thoughts. Every run is not perfect or amazing. Just having this ability to run, something that some may not be able to do for whatever reason, means everything to me. I am thankful for every mile, every drop of sweat, and every minute I have to give it all I’ve got. This love of mine will surely last a lifetime, and I’m in it for the long haul. 

 

Thanks, Chelsea!